from : 74ly[at]proton[dot]me (email me!)
to : everyone



salutations, everyone. my name is 74, "why 74?" you may ask. it is up for interpretation.
i prefer using no pronouns besides my namme on this website, however if you must he / him is preferable.
i am autistic, adhd, and dyslexic. if you see spelling errors please excuse them.


i struggle with my identity in many ways, i do not feel human nor relate fully to any gender;
this is why i have made this website, and also why i use a number as a name instead.
i believe i am struggling with another mental disorder for many reasons, feel free to guess if you wish
this website works best on a 1920 x 1080 monitor. i dont know if its accessiable on phone but you can try.
this website is planned on being just about me, and my thoughts and feelings on things. i self taught html & css.
i am quite nihilistic at times, i dont know if my views are exactly controversial or not;
i will also probably struggle with conveying my views properly as i dont think i have the best vocabulary.


with stuff i post i will often add music links to it, usually what i was listening to or thinking about while making it.
i think my music taste is quite niche and times and changes a lot aswell, i hope you can find something you like.
feel free to link to my website, though i dont have a button yet i might be making one in the near future.
the list below is people who i find cool or like their website, some people dont have websites, they are my friends.
if you want to be in the list below or want to be friends please send an email to me with your website and prefered name.
thank you to my girlfriend for always encouraging me to continue, she holds a special place in my heart.


thank you for reading,
always remember, 74 loves you


S. --- she is amazing, even in her flaws there is still light. i love her deeply, i hope she can always remember that even when i struggle to express it. i hope to live my life with her, and i hope she also wants the same.
kyra --- though her and i don't speak much, she is considered a close friend of mine. i wish her luck in university.
connor --- i do not know if he thinks we are close or not, but to me we will always be close. i hope he can get in a better living situation soon.
woe --- a close friend of mine. even though we dont speak much. i hope hes doing well, i need to message him more.
wade --- once one of my closest friends, we dont speak as much anymore. i do wish the best for him even though we have fallen from how close we once were.


erik vildsvin, mental-labour --- one of my favourite websites, his night thoughs and philosophy notes are one of my favourite to go through during my spare time.
onge, ongezell --- the coding of this website is really cool and well made, i hope one day to achieve something as good.
naoya, killian102004 --- his art is amazing, and so is his website in general. my personal favourite are his military and historical characters

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